just a little weary.

so, that was officially the longest gap between blogs for rhys, IN THE WORLD. i, so many times, sat down went, so much to blog, and the very thought of trying to take what and how im feeling and whats gone down to words from the abstract, ambiguous, fluid and highly unstable concept that is my mind, made my head explode and i died. unfortunate i know. BUT. here we are. a plea for prayer and patience effectively.

i am just a bit weary, as the title would suggest. my life is psychoticly busy. rarely have time for what i want to do, and who i want to see. and my relationships are paying the price. and that makes me sad. i love each and everything that im doing, except work, but i only have 31 days left, woohoo, but yessum, ministry is hard and tiring and muchos time and effort go's into it. i suppose, i am just weary. my body and brain is tired. i just needa resting time. hopefully soon. hopefully soon. ive been having a blast along the way though i spose, jackos is over for three weeks, but its amazing. the kids are great, i love em, and watching them grow and learn is the sickest, and to know God has blessed me with the opportunity to be a part of Kingdom-work is thoroughly humbling and exciting. sumby school and my year 4 men is tops for exactly the same reasons. band is a trying time as always, but as our band gets ever better, the work becomes ever easier. organisation for summer mission is by far the hardest, but, baby steps. im still way looking forward to summer school and real thing. i just wish it was three months time, and id done all the organising, and could just enjoy the fun times with kids and mates and JC. hooray. at least i got some things to look forward to.