Work=Futility
hmmm... at work, wanting to sound profound and deep and thought provoking...
BUT CANT BE BOTHERED.
its my first official i work full time day... and its 2:50, and i have nothing to do... what is wrong with the world...
work is a wank... can i completely honest. wait already did, HA. anyways. its such a waste of time. if i didnt need money to live, wouldnt be here. i hate that its where i spend most of my time when i want to spend most of my time with J.C, talking to Him, reading His word, encouraging and fellowshipping with his kids... like, i got to spend my lunch break doing a quiet time today, and i was like mad... and then i was like.. i spend 40 minutes with God, then seven and a half hours labouring to no end. its just so meaningless and futile, like, rargh... frustratingly pointless. i feel so ecclesiastes... but yes yes. i have so much more respect for those who work now, like at school i was like i can wait to work... now im like, blaa.... vomitworthy.... but respect and understanding has been gained. as has jealousy of all those on holidays. but its ok, cause i only have 9 days , 8 excluding today, left until we go to tas for jimmy and anita's wedding... then TGE, huzza for the good things God gives us.
BUT CANT BE BOTHERED.
its my first official i work full time day... and its 2:50, and i have nothing to do... what is wrong with the world...
work is a wank... can i completely honest. wait already did, HA. anyways. its such a waste of time. if i didnt need money to live, wouldnt be here. i hate that its where i spend most of my time when i want to spend most of my time with J.C, talking to Him, reading His word, encouraging and fellowshipping with his kids... like, i got to spend my lunch break doing a quiet time today, and i was like mad... and then i was like.. i spend 40 minutes with God, then seven and a half hours labouring to no end. its just so meaningless and futile, like, rargh... frustratingly pointless. i feel so ecclesiastes... but yes yes. i have so much more respect for those who work now, like at school i was like i can wait to work... now im like, blaa.... vomitworthy.... but respect and understanding has been gained. as has jealousy of all those on holidays. but its ok, cause i only have 9 days , 8 excluding today, left until we go to tas for jimmy and anita's wedding... then TGE, huzza for the good things God gives us.
posted by toj at 2:53 pm
2 Comments:
we sure are given good things dude, work included :) our humanness is so keen to be 'grass is greener', but we're very looked after.. shouldnt surprise that work is tough, like it or not - its one of ure biggest ministries :) be encouraged by the wicked time u do get to spend recharging & use it at work... be effective in ure witness... my 2 cents... -ads
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