its all in a sigh...

i love my friends. i think almost to the point of, i obsess over my friends. sometimes, i just sit, and wonder what you all could be doing. or if i know what a friend or friends are doing, i sit, and think about that, and what it would be like to be there, and how i could photograph it so i dont forget the ever fleeting moments of happiness we experience and forget the look of sheer joy on my mates faces, cause that is the look, the knowing that they are happy, that warms my heart and makes me realise that i am truly a blessed man.

God has blessed me with amazing friends. and you all know who you are. words cant express how thankful i am for all that JC has given me. in bringing me into His family, i was blessed enough to gain the family as my own. and it makes me smile to think of those who i now love and cant live without. theyre amazing, and to see and know they know and love the same God i do, brings a smile to my face. but ultimately, knowing that i get to spend eternity in perfect relationship with all of you and the big G, just makes me so happy i could cry. but i wont, cause He will be there to wipe away every tear.

so, my point guys, know that you are loved, both by JC, whose love means so much more than mine, and by me. you guys are the thing that keeps me going. i see and know and grow in my understanding of God through all of you. the way in which He works through you, sometimes without you even knowing it, is invaluable to me in my walk. i am so thankful for you, and if you wonder why i am so clingy, and always trying to speak to and hang out with y'all, this is why. you guys give me the warm and fuzzy's, i just want to take care of you and hug you all, cause youre frieken the best part of my day, my week, my month, my year, but better than all of those, my eternity.